Doa Rabitah

Sesungguhnya engkau tahu,
bahwa hati ini telah berpadu,
berhimpun dalam naungan cinta-Mu,
bertemu dalam ketaatan,
bersatu dalam perjuangan,
menegakkan syariat dalam kehidupan.

Sesungguhnya engkau tahu,
bahwa hati ini telah berpadu,
berhimpun dalam naungan cinta-Mu,
bertemu dalam ketaatan,
bersatu dalam perjuangan,
menegakkan syariat dalam kehidupan.

Kuatkanlan ikatannya,
tegakkanlah cintanya,
tunjukilah jalan-jalannya,
terangilah dengan cahaya-Mu,
yang tiada pernah padam,
Ya Rabbi, bimbinglah kami.

Lapangkanlah dada kami,
dengan karunia iman,
dan indahnya tawakkal pada-Mu,
hidupkan dengan makrifat-Mu,
matikan dalam syahid di jalan-Mu,
Engkaulah pelindung dan pembela.

Lapangkanlah dada kami,
dengan karunia iman,
dan indahnya tawakkal pada-Mu,
hidupkan dengan makrifat-Mu,
matikan dalam syahid di jalan-Mu,
Engkaulah pelindung dan pembela.

Kuatkanlan ikatannya,
tegakkanlah cintanya,
tunjukilah jalan-jalannya,
terangilah dengan cahaya-Mu,
yang tiada pernah padam,
Ya Rabbi, bimbinglah kami.

* Doa ini sgt besar maknanya bg saya..hanya KAMI yg tahu.. =)

Sampaikan pada Sang Mujahid!!

Assalamualaikum..

lama benar dibiarkan blog ni berhabuk dan bersawang..sibuk berjaulah..balik berjaulah,sibuk pula dgn sem baru..kemudian sibuk pula dgn assignment2 baru..alhamdulillah, skrg baru berkesempatan utk menjenguk dan 'berkarya'..

terimalah 1 karya yg x seberapa..saje2 tulis lps hbis selesaikan assignment td..semoga bermanfaat..

Sampaikan pada Sang Mujahid....

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Dengarlah mujahidku dengarlah..
Kuberniat ingin menjadi tulng blakang perjuanganmu..
Kuberikrar utk menjadi pembakar semngt juangmu..
Kuberhasrat utk mencontohi Siti Khadijah yg mnyelubungi Rasulullah ketika ketakutan sewaktu dikunjungi Jibril..
Tetapi ku tersilap..
Aku lupa akan janji syaitan..
Berjanji utk menyesatkan kaum manusia spnjg zaman..
Ditempelnya manusia dgn lumpur2 hitam dan lumut2 hijau..
Dibungkusnya segala lumpuran ini dgn bungkusan yg serba indah..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Kita telah tersilap caturan selama ini..
Kita sangka cinta kita suci bilamana tiada istilah bersntuhan tgn dan berpelukan..
Tanpa kita sedari sedikit demi sedikit syaitan menyelitkan godaan halus berbentuk zina hati..

Sampaikan pada sang mujahid,
Aku lupa bahawa seorang wanita itu mampu menjadi fitnah terbesar seorg lelaki..
Aku lupa bahawa dgn hanya lirikan mataku, jiwa lelakimu bisa bergoncang..
Aku lupa bahawa dgn kelembutan sifat kewanitaan, bisa mnarik mu ke lembah hina..
Aku lupa bahawa dgn kelunakan suaraku, hati lelakimu bergetar hebat..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Maafkan aku kerana telah membuatkn seorg mujahid tersungkur di medan perang..
Maafkan aku krn telah merantai besi kaki dan tangan seorang pejuang islam dr bangun menyelamatkan umat..
Maafkan aku krn telah menggodamu tanpa kusedari..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Bangkitlah mujahidku bangkitlah..
Bangkit dr tidur lenamu..
Bangkit dari mimpi2 indahmu..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Sedarlah mujahidku sedarlah..
Kita punya tanggungjawab besar..
Kita punya impian menggunung..
Kau ingin menjadi mujahid di sana..
Aku ingin menjadi mujahidah di sini..
Namun, mana mungkin kita kecapinya,
Bilamana kita terikat dlm dunia dongengan ini..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Lepaskan mujahidku lepaskan..
Lepaskan satu per satu bebanan di bahumu..
Kita sdg mendaki bukit yg tinggi lg curam..
Mana mungkin kita mampu menaklukinya,
bilamana di bahu kita terikat bebanan yg maha berat..

Sampaikan pada sang mujahid,
Bertindaklah mujahidku bertindaklah..
Pecahkan berhala2 di hatimu itu..
Sblm engkau memecah berhala2 di sekelilingmu..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Ingatlah mujahidku ingatlah..
Jgn pernah kau berpaling ke belakang mencari aku..
Kerana ku khuatiri…
Aku akn mnarik kau kembali bergelumang dlm lumpur ini..
Jgn juga engkau menoleh ke sisimu..
Kerana dikhuatiri kau akn sekali lg tergoda spt dahulu..
dgn fitnah2 duniawi yg smakin mencabar..
Butakan dulu matamu..
Pekakkan dulu telingamu..
Kerana apa??
Akan ada bidadari yg sedang menunggumu di hujung sana..

Sampaikan pada sang mujahid,
Berjanjilah mujahidku berjanjilah..
Perpisahan kita bukan krn benci..
Perpisahan kita bukan krn insan lain..
Perpisahan kita hanya kerna cinta sebenar..
Perpisahan kita hanya kerna cinta hakiki..
Perpisahan kita hanya kerna cinta yang satu..
Perpisahan kita hanya kerana cinta Ilahi..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Berjuanglah mujahidku berjuanglah..
Berjuang menyelamat diri kita..
Berjuang menyelamat keluarga kita..
Berjuang menyelamatkan sahabat kita..
Berjuang menyelamat umat manusia..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Larilah mujahidku larilah..
Larilah engkau sekencang larian kuda perang..
Pergilah engkau ke medan perang..
Aku membebaskanmu..
Aku melepaskanmu..

Sampaikan pd sang mujahid,
Sabarlah mujahidku sabarlah..
Akan ada bidadari yg sedang menunggumu di hujung sana..
Bidadari yg jauh lebih cantik..
Bidadari yg jauh lebih indah..
Bidadari yg jauh lebih bersih..
Bidadari yg jauh lebih suci..

Holidayzz..

Yeay, officially, my holiday started last Friday after handed in my last assignment~ hooray..hihi.. so, what's my plan??

hmmmm,my housemate suggested us to work as fruit pickers..sounds interesting, but then,after giving it a 2nd thought, it's not really worth it..about $100 per day, but then, have to minus some for accommodation,transportation etc..to add on, i'm gonna travel to sydney and melbourne in few weeks time, so let us give to those who really need it for now.indeed, there are many other programmes lining up for me..

so, not working..what am I gonna do this whole holiday?? from 28/5 till 18/6..it's a long holiday i guess

Last Saturday, my housemates and I had planned to go to Movie World, Gold Coast. but then, it happened that I was not feeling well..so, they went without me..it's ok, indeed i've been there with my sister last autumn holiday..most important thing is to make myself better first..

then,last Sunday, as usual, KAFA class.. but this time, things were getting easier..i'm not sure why..everything seemed to be well-organized and the children were well-behaved most of the time..may be because quite a number of students were absent, so, easier to handle, or maybe because it's winter and it's cold, means no mood to be naughty..haha..or may be, we, the teachers were already 'imuned' to their mischievous,so there's nothing surprising..haha..i have no idea..but whatever it is, thanks to Allah for everything..

And here come Monday...having fun hanging out with my housemates at the city..went to Satay Club to eat Malaysian Food..what a blast..I ate Nasi Ramen~ coconut rice with beef rendang and sambal telur..my friends ate laksa itik, char kuew tiaw, chicken soup...hoho..marvellous..i've actually planned to snap a few photos of the dishes, but sorry guys, once the meal arrived, nothing else could bother us, it's like they were yelling at us, to put them right into our stomach...alhamdulillah..

then, on the way back, we dropped by at the BORDERS..wow,i'm lost in it..every book were calling at me..hoho..but then, it's getting dark, and we definitely didn't want to miss our Maghrib prayer because of books..therefore, we just made a quick survey, marked several interesting books and listed them down in our mind...why??..we need a plenty of leisure time to be able to choose which book to buy ok..and guess what?? we planned to come again to this 'wonderland' tomorrow...

so,that's what i'm gonna do today..'revisit' the wonderland..and to make it a leisure, without having to worry about our prayer time, we gonna go at the earliest time a shop would open..hehe...

then, after Asar, my 'usrah'mates and I will go to our naqibah's house to accompany her..as she's alone without her housemates.. hihi..we'll sleep there about 2 nights..must be wonderful, she has a 'present' for us..guess what?? there's no more valuable present one could give other than knowledge..hihi..she said something about 'sirah'..all the Islam wars.. badar, uhud etc. she said she'll tell us how we can remember all these stories easily..how??..let us see then...we also gonna start planning our trip to sydney and Melbourne there..of course,it's a trip and we wanna have fun there..but, it would be more meaningful if we could plan activities that differentiates usual trip with meaningful Islamic trips..what's the differences?? we'll find out later on from our discussion then..hihi..and the most interesting part would be, this visit will definitely strengthen our sisterhood..we gonna cook together..sleep together..and insyaallah, qiam and conduct usrah together..from the feedback of conducting previous usrah after qiam and subuh prayer, it's awesome..so,why don't we do it again right??

then, on 12/6, my ustazahs (mama rafeah,ustzh faezah and pn. marina) will be coming here..hehe..i've given mama rafaeh my contact number if there's anything I can help..and she said she'll call me once they arrive..they wanna visit us..and what are we gonna do??..my friends suggest a BBQ..hmmmmm,interesting..but then, i'm gonna have to ask them when they will be free as they'll be under travel agency and we know how pack their schedule would be..but then, whatever it is, we'll try to figure it out then..

and alhamdulillah, on 21/6, another ustaz from Malaysia, ustaz Halim will be coming here..so,what a waste if we do not take the advantages right?? therefore, we gonna plan a kuliyyah for all of us here..insyaallah..

ok, before i stop writing on this post, i wanna share few tips when planning our holiday..

1) first and foremost, make sure that we have the right intention (niat).. it can differentiate either an action is an 'ibadah' or just a usual activity based on niat

2) whatever, whenever, wherever it is,make sure u never leave your solat

3) as possible as u can, try to do something that is meaningful, means that it benefits u, or even better, it benefits others..

ok, i think that's all for now..have something else to do..so,to those who have 'activated' the holiday mode, happy holiday..and use your time wisely (^__^)

Brotherhood is lacking, Unity is gone

Today, i would like to share with others about "brotherhood" from the tafsir class by Syaikh Haslam I attended last Friday.

Rasulullah s.a.w once prayed to Allah 3 things; 2 of them were accepted but 1 was not:

1) not to destroy the whole ummah by being drowned --> accepted
2) not to destroy the whole ummah by the enemy --> accepted
3) not to let the ummah to turn against one another --> NOT accepted

Here, we'll look at 5 verses of Quran which say about brotherhood:

1)type of punishment

Say: “He has power to send torment on you from above or from under your feet, or to cover you with confusion in party strife, and make you to taste the violence of one another.” See how variously We explain the Ayat, so that they may understand. (Al-An’am: 65)

from this verse, we can see that there are 3 types of punishment by Allah, and disunity is one of them:

1- torment from above (rainfall etc.)
2- torment from under our feet (earthquake etc.)
3- MAKE US INTO GROUPS & DIVIDE US UP
4- MAKE US TURN AGAINST ONE ANOTHER

2) greatness of brotherhood

In surah al-Anfal ayat 60-62, Allah describes about battle. It says that we should prepare for battle when needed, if the enemy want to make peace, then do it, if the enemy intends to deceive, then Allah is always enough for us, He's the one who helps us with his help.

then, in the same Surah al-Anfal, Allah continues in Ayat 63:

"And he has united their (believers’) hearts. If you had spent all that is in the earth, you could not have united their hearts, but Allah has united them, Certainly He is All-Mighty, All-Wise".(Surah Al-Anfal:63)

Allah has joined the heart between us. even if we are able to combine everything in the world, we still cannot join 2 hearts except Allah. that's how Allah says about the greatness of brotherhood. it's a 'present' from Allah.

3) What we do that weaken brotherhood?

"Mankind was one community and Allah sent Prophets with glad tidings and warnings, and with them He sent down the Scripture in truth to judge between people in matters wherein they differed. And only those to whom (the Scripture) was given differed concerning it after clear proofs had come unto them through hatred, one to another. And Allah by His Leave guided those whom He wills to the straight Path". (Al-Baqarah: 213)

From this verse,we can see that jealousy against one another is the main cause. justice been denied, and most of them because of materialistic. eg: want to be leader of an organization, Imam of the mosque.

4) Not only being jealous, but stop others from doing good deeds too

(An-Nisa”: 54-55)
"Or do they envy men (Muhammad and his followers) for what Allah has given them of His bounty? Then, We had already given the family of Ibrahim the book and Al-Hikmah (As-sunnah- Divine Revelation to those Prophets not written in the form of a book), and conferred upon them a great kingdom". (54)
"Of them were (some) who believed in him (Muhammad), and of them were (some) who averted their faces from him (Muhammad), and enough is Hell for burning (them)".(55)

This verse describes about ahli-Kitab,some of them were jealous of Muhammad s.a.w. Not only being jealous, they also block and stuck others from benefiting from the good.

5) Golden principles of unity

(Ali-Imran: 102-105)
O you who believe! Fear Allah as He should be feared. And die not except in a state of Islam. (102)
And hold fast, all of you together, to the Rope of Allah (Quran), and be not divided among yourselves, and remember Allah’s Favour on you, for you were enemies one to another but He joined your hearts together, so that, by His Grace, you become brethren (in Islamic Faith), and you were on the brink of a pit of Fire, and He saves you from it. Thus Allah makes His Ayat clear to you, that you may be guided.(103)
Let there arise out of you a group of people inviting to all that is good (Islam), enjoining Al-Ma’ruf and forbidding Al-Munkar. And it is they who are the successful. (104)
And be not as those who divided and differed among themselves after the clear proofs had come to them. It is they for whom there is an awful torment.(105)

In this verse, Allah tells us what we should do to maintain brotherhood. firstly, fear only to Allah and keep duty to Allah. secondly, and the most important key, safely hold on tightly to the ROPE OF ALLAH. what is the rope of Allah?? It means hold tight to AL-QURAN as our guidance. Last but not least, let us Amar Ma'ruf and Nahi Munkar.


Therefore, let us stop pointing fingers to others, but to ourselves. Look at the mirror, ask ourselves, "Am I the one doing this?" "Am I being jealous?" "Am I doing injustice?"

Al-Quran is the best resource of everything we need. this is just an example. how al-Quran describes about brotherhood.

Wake up brothers and sisters..let us spread the sweetness of brotherhood..why?? because we CARE..

Palestin...we are with U..

actually,smlm ade dgr talk ttg isu gaza ni..bru terpikir2 nk rumuskn mcmana, tup tup seorg sahabat dr mlysia da buat note ni..dan kbetulan sgt la sama ape yg dsampaikn di sini..

*lihatlah sahabat2..yg di Malaysia mahupun di Australia ini, kedua2nya mnyampaikn perkara yg sama..maka,perlu diragui lg kah?? mari kita sama2 doakn smoga urusan pnyampai2 dakwah ini dipermudahkn..dan tngungjwb kita??..smpai2kn lg kbenaran ini yg slama ini disembunyikn oleh sesetengah pihak..

so,jmputla baca yer..

taken from: http://www.facebook.com/notes/faiz-jibam/palestin/132602686749833

Mengapa isu Palestin dekat di hati kita?

1. Al-Aqsa merupakan kiblat pertama ummat Islam. Tempat isra’ dan mikraj Rasulullah SAW. Masjidil Aqsa merupakan tempat di mana Rasulullah SAW mendirikan solat menjadi imam bermakmumkan seluruh Rasul-Rasul sebelum baginda SAW. Al-Aqsa juga disebut dalam Al-Quran menunjukkan pentingnya kiblat pertama ummat Islam itu dipertahankan. ”Al-Aqsa adalah sebahagian dari kita, dan kita adalah sebahagian daripada Al-Aqsa.”

2. Menurut penganalisis politik, Isu Palestin merupakan ’Mothers of Conflict’ dalam dunia ketika ini. Lihatlah apa yang berlaku di dunia ketika ini. Dunia dilanda ketakutan dan kebencian yang teramat sangat kepada Israel dan Amerika sehingga ada yang meletupkan diri di mana sahaja, di New York, di Bali dan di pelbagai tempat selain Palestin, Iraq dan Afghanistan. Kita sebenarnya tidak bersetuju dengan tindakan mereka yang meletupkan diri dan menyerang mereka yang tidak bersalah, rakyat biasa di negara tersebut kerana ada dari mereka juga tidak setuju dengan tindakan kejam Zionis Israel di Palestin, Iraq dan Afghanistan. Namun, ini menunjukkan bahawa dunia sekarang tidak akan aman selagi Israel dan Amerika tidak menghentikan kekejaman dan kebongkakakan mereka terhadap dunia Islam khususnya Palestin. Meletupkan diri di zon perang adalah dianggap syahid oleh ulama’, iaitu di Palestin, Iraq dan Afghanistan, namun tidak dibenarkan menyerang di tempat lain selain itu.

Sejarah Penubuhan Negara Haram Israel

Saya bukanlah orang yang ‘terer’ menghuraikan perihal sejarah, namun, kita boleh melihatnya secara ringkas bagaimana boleh wujudnya negara haram Israel ini. Pada tahun 1917, dalam Balfour Declaration, mengatakan bahawa Palestin merupakan negara rasmi bangsa Yahudi. Mengapa mereka mengisytiharkan perkara tersebut? Menurut sejarah, dapat dilihat bahawa masyarakat dan kerajaan Eropah tidak senang dengan keberadaan Yahudi yang berada di negara mereka. Mereka telah memikirkan tempat yang sesuai untuk diletakkan Yahudi laknatullah ini dan tempat yang paling sesuai adalah di negara Palestin lantaran mereka mahukan negara bagi memecahbelahkan ummat Islam dan mengambil kesempatan terhadap kelemahan kerajaan Islam yang ketika itu dijajah oleh kuasa besar British. Selepas kejatuhan Khilafah Islamiyyah, negera-negara Arab dan negara ummat Islam telah dibahagi-bahagikan kepada negara-negara penjajah seperti kek yang dimakan rakus oleh kuasa penjajah. Palestin telah dijajah oleh British sepertimana Malaya ketika itu. Yahudi telah banyak menimbulkan masalah kepada negara Eropah dan mereka akhirnya secara rasmi, mengiktiraf Israel sebagai kerajaan dalam PBB dan itu berlaku pada 14 Mei 1948, setelah Israel melobi di PBB dan hari itu disebut sebagai Yaumun Nuqbah, hari malapetaka ummat Islam dan ia disambut setiap tahun oleh mereka yang mengetahui dan merasai.

Sebelum peristiwa Mei 1948, hanya 20% tanah yang diduduki oleh Yahudi, namun setelah persitiwa tersebut, sebanyak 78% tanah Palestin telah diduduki oleh Yahudi. Pada tahun 1936-1939, Syeikh Izzuddin Al-Qassam dan pencinta syahid telah melaksanakan penentangan nyata walaupun negara-negara Arab sekitarnya telah lumpuh. Penentangan mereka telah menyebabkan Israel hampir mengisytiharkan dharurat. Pada 1948, Hassan Al-Banna, pengasas Ikhwanul Muslimin telah membina seramai 12,000 orang ikhwanul muslimin dan membantu tentera dan rakyat Palestin di sana. Walaupun Masyarakat Israel menafikan mereka terkesan dengan intifadah yang dilakukan oleh Hamas dan masyarakat Palestin, namun hakikatnya, jutaan ringgit mereka kerugian lantaran intifadah yang dilancarkan. Setiap kali roket Hamas yang ’kurang canggih’ dilancarkan, setiap kali itu mereka berada dalam ketakutan dan bersembunyi di bawah tanah dan takut ke tempat kerja. Penganalisis sejarah mengatakan, sekiranya para ulama’ seperti Dr yusuf Al-qardhawi mengatakan dan melancarkan intifadah yang ketiga, bukan sahaja rakyat Palestin bangkit, namun rakyat di negara-negara Arab seperti Mesir dan Jordan juga akan bangkit menentang Israel dan kerajaan mereka yang penakut dan tali barut Israel!

Pengajaran ’Aamun Nuqbah

1. Kepimpinan dunia Islam, khususnya dunia Arab telah dikuasai oleh zionis. Di Mesir, jelas menunjukkan Hosni Mubarak menghalang bantuan yang ingin disalurkan kepada rakyat Ghaza, malah membunuh mereka yang ingin mendapatkan bantuan dari dalam terowong. Ia bukan hanya menutup terowong yang disalurkan makanan di dalamnya menerusi terowong ke Ghaza, malah melepaskan gas asid yang membunuh pejuang-pejuang yang berada dalam terowong. Rakyat Mesir bukan sahaja marah kepada Israel, namun sangat marah kepada pemimpin mereka. Sudahlah demokrasi dicabuli, setiap kali pilihanraya di Mesir bakal dilaksanakan, mereka memenjara dan menangkap bakal calon pembangkang yang terdiri dari Ikhwanu Muslimin. Hanya 17% masyarakat Mesir yang turun mengundi. Demokrasi apakah itu? Begitu juga Raja Jordan, pemerintahan monarki mereka. Sekiranya di Myanmar, Amerika beriya-iya menunjukkan bahawa merekalah jaguh dalam mempertahankan demokrasi dan melawan junta Myanmar, namun, di Jordan, mereka membiarkan Raja Jordan memerintah secara monarki kerana mereka tahu, dengan berkuasanya Raja Jordan, ia adalah boneka Yahudi dan mengikut kata Israel. Begitu juga dengan PM Palestin, Mahmoud Abbas, pimpinan Fatah, mereka dengan senang memperkotak- katikkan rakyat Palestin khususnya di Ghaza. Semasa Pilihanraya terbersih 2006 menurut ketua pengawas pilihanraya ketika itu, Jimmy Carter, Hamas terus dinafikan hak memerintah Palestin walaupun menang lebih 2/3 kerusi. Rakyat Palestin tahu siapa yang bersama-sama mereka berlapar dan terbunuh kerana mempertahankan negara mereka, iaitulah pemimpin-pemimpin HAMAS. Mereka tahu, pemimpin Fatah yang apabila diberikan kepada mereka 10ringgit, mereka mengambil 9 tetapi hanya 1ringgit yang diberikan kepada rakyat Paelstin. Rakyat Palestin tahu pemimpin Fatah mempunyai rumah mewah di Jordan, setelah habis waktu pejabat, menaiki helikopter pulang ke rumah mewah mereka. Mana mereka tidak marah dengan pemimpin seperti itu?

2. Pengajaran kedua menunjukkan bahawa hanya Islam yang memberi kekuatan kepada umat Islam. Pada 1967, Perang Ramadhan ketika itu telah berjaya mengalahkan Israel ketika itu dan Intifadah kedua telah berjaya menyebabkan kerugian berjuta-juta USD Israel setiap hari! Lihat sahajalah mereka yang syahid mempertahankan maruah Islam dengan mengorbankan diri mereka untuk Islam. Jika kita di Malaysia, hari ini makan ayam, esok makan daging, lusa makan kambing, tetapi di Ghaza dan Palestin, mereka bukan sahaja tidak cukup makan, malah mereka yang sakit pun hanya menahan sakit kerana tiada ubat yang dapat diberikan. Wanita yang bersalin, kematian bayi-bayi mereka lantaran komplikasi dan ketiadaan ubat. Namun, mereka tidak pernah mahu lari dari negara tanah tumpah mereka. Mengapa? Kerana setiap hari mereka mengangkat tubuh sahabat mereka yang syahid, mereka terbau harumnya syurga, setiap kali mereka mengangkat tubuh sahabat mereka, mereka melihat syurga! Mana muingkin mereka tidak mahu berjuang mempertahankan tanah tumpah darah mereka dan maruah Islam!

Tanggungjawab kita terhadap Palestin

1. Doa dalam munajat-munajat kita. Pernah kita mendengar kata-kata Mahmud Siyam, Imam Masjidil Aqsa semasa datang ke Malaysia dahulu mengatakan dalam maksud begini : ”Kami di sana mempertahankan Al-Aqsa dengan jiwa-jiwa kami, kami harapkan doa kalian. Kalaulah kalian tidak mengingati kami dalam doa-doa kalian, kami akan serahkan kalian kepada Allah!” Sungguh, kita merasa sangat pedih di sini, sahabat-sahabat kita bertarung nyawa di sana. Setiap waktu solat, angkatlah tangan berqunut nazilah, dan bermunajatlah memohon doa. Sekiranya kita tidak dapat bersama-sama mereka di sana, harapannya, dapat bersama mereka di Jannah Firdausi, sekiranya kita tidak dapat bersama mereka, harapnya, anak zuriat kita dapat bersama-sama membantu agama Allah di sana.

2. Sumbangan kita kepada rakyat Palestin. Bagi yang bergaji tetap, peruntukkanlah sebanyak 2% darinya setiap bulan bagi memberi sumbangan kepada mereka. Boleh membuat potongan terus ke bank-bank yang menyalurkan terus ke tabung Ghaza dan Palestin seperti Yayasan Amal, Muslim Care dan Aman Palestin walaupun hanya RM10 sebulan. Lebih efektif berbuat potongan begitu lantaran keterlupaan kita.

3. Sebarkanlah maklumat dan pelbagaikan vehicle kita untuk menyebarkan maklumat. Maklumat ini bagaikan pedang. Seperti di UK, mereka telah mendapat berita terus dari dalam Ghaza sehingga mereka berdemonstrasi di hadapan BBC dan CNN kerana menyiarkan berita palsu dan propaganda jahat. Mereka telah mewujudkan siaran mereka sendiri. Mereka begitu cepat mendapat maklumat, sehingga kita lihat, mereka yang berwajah putih, berambut perang dan bermata biru inilah yang menyuarakan bantahan secara terang dan sanggup menaja misi-misi kemanusiaan malah mereka ramai yang menyertainya hatta dari ahli parlimen mereka sendiri. Sebarkanlah maklumat melalui blog, facebook, twitter dan lain-lain wasilah bagi menyebarkan tentang isu Palestin ini. Janganlah, sehingga terkena sekarang, baru kita tahu bahawa ada misi Lifeline 4 Ghaza untuk menghantar bekalan makanan. Ingin mengharapkan TV dan radio menyiarkan sepenuhnya dan membangkitkan isu ini? Tentunya kita lebih banyak melihat tayangan hiburan melebihi segalanya.

Sebarang kesilapan dalam tulisan mohon dimaafi dan diharap dapat disebarkan buat pengetahuan semua. Moga Allah menerima amal kita yang sedikit supaya dapat bersama mereka yang syahid di medan di Jannah kelak.... Amiin....

Saudara2ku.... BANGKITLAH !!!!!!

salam
sebuah artikel, sekadar renungan dan iktibar atas malapetaka palestin dan mavi marmara::

Kita ditampar dengan tamparan realiti yang amat kuat: Israel laknatullah mengotakan sumpahnya akan menghalang bantuan kemanusiaan tiba kepada rakyat palestin jauh lebih awal dari yang dijangka. Nyata Israel adalah kaum yang kuat berpegang pada sumpah. israel tak perlu takut kecaman dunia akibat melanggar undang-undang antarabangsa dan undang-undang moral manusia. Kan dunia ni memang israel yang punya?


umat islam yang ditampar dengan realiti pun bangun dari mimpi-mimpi yang panjang. dalam masa satu malam tiba2 palestin masuk ke facebook-facebook kita. tiba2 palestin masuk ke dalam doa-doa kita. tiba2 palestin masuk ke dalam sembang-sembang kita. syukur alhamdulillah atas kesedaran ini.


tetapi palestin dan mereka2 yang menanti syahid di atas kapal Mavi Marmara tidak perlukan simpati kita, mereka sedang menanti syahid yang akan terus menghantar ke pintu syurga! Mereka sedang menikmati keindahan, jadi simpati untuk apa? Simpati adalah atas perkara2 yang sedih, bukan berita gembira seperti syahid.


Bersimpati lah kepada diri sendiri. Mereka dapat syahid kita dapat apa?


Berhentilah berazam untuk menjadi burung pipit yang mencurah air ke atas api yang membakar Nabi Ibrahim a.s. Kisah burung pipit itu untuk mendorong kita bergerak, tapi takkan selama2nya ingin mencurah air sahaja. kalau semua orang nak jadi burung pipit, siapa yang nak mengganti tempat Nabi Ibrahim yang dibakar api? Burung pipit atas kudratnya yang lemah itu, mencurahkan air itu adalah satu tugasan yang sangat mulia kerana setimpal dengan batasan tenaganya.
tapi kita ini manusia bukan?, dan Nabi Ibrahim yang dibakar dalam api itu manusia seperti kita juga. Jadi berazamlah untuk berjuang seperti Nabi Ibrahim, sampai sanggup dibakar dalam api demi agama ini.Mereka yang di atas kapal itu sedang berusaha mencari ketinggian darjat Nabi Ibrahim insyaAllah, dengan menghantar diri ke dalam api yang marak menyala. Lalu kita yang di luar api inilah burung-burung pipit yang panik melihat api yang sedang marak. tapi kita sudah berbuat apa pun?


sorak-sorai dan hingar-bingar yang kita ciptakan setiap kali sesuatu musibah menimpa ke atas palestin sememangnya perlu, untuk mengingatkan penduduk dunia, bahawasanya kita ini, umat islam, masih ada, masih bernafas, walaupun nafasnya nyawa-nyawa ikan sahaja. hingar-bingar ini akan menyedarkan umat manusia bahawa masih ada satu bilion penduduk islam lagi di atas muka bumi ini yang akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan palestin.


tapi nanti bila piala dunia bola sepak bermula hingar-bingar ini akan senyap semula. atau bila one in a million musim baru bermula palestin akan hilang semula. saya berani jamin, kalaupun semua yang di atas kapal Mavi Marmara itu syahid, anugerah juara lagu tahun ini akan berlangsung juga. hari ini kita mengutuk israel laknatullah, besok kita beratur untuk beli tiket ke anugerah juara lagu.

dalam usrah saya pernah menyuarakan perkara yang sama, lalu seorang adik memberitahu, "biasalah tu, manusia kan sentiasa berfikiran, yang lepas tu lepas lah, kehidupan harus diteruskan bagi yang masih tinggal'


lalu jawapannya apa?


ingatlah, palestin tak perlukan tangisan kita, walaupun keluar air mata darah sekalipun, mereka lebih jelek melihat tangisan itu yang hanya meraih simpati. Betul, mereka perlukan doa kita, tetapi mereka mahukan doa yang bergerak. Bukan doa yang statik di atas tikar sembahyang. Mereka perlukan perajurit2 yang sanggup meninggalkan kesenangan2 duniawi ini dan bangkit bergerak menyedarkan manusia2 lain, bahawasanya untuk membebaskan palestin hanya boleh dengan menjadi world order, seperti yang sedang disandang oleh israel dan sekutunya amerika. dan utnuk menjadi world order ini kita tidak ada pilihan lain selain bermula dari bawah, iaitu membentuk individu2 muslim.

Maka perbaikilah dirimu, dan serulah orang lain untuk menjadi baik!


Betulkah denagn cara ini kita akan dapat membebaskan palestin? wallahua'lam. Segala keputusan adalah di tangan Allah jua. tetapi disinilah kita boleh menjadi burung pipit, apabila Allah bertanya kelak apa perbuatan kita apabila palestin disembelih israel, moga2 kita boleh menjawab denagn jawapan As-Syahid Imam Hassan AlBanna: "Saya sudah menyeru manusia ke arah kebenaran di waktu pagi, petang dan di waktu cuti saya"


Begitulah yang dimahukan, beralasan seperti burung pipit, tetapi bekerja seperti nabi Ibrahim a.s


Allahua'lam.


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Saudara2ku sekalian,

*sedang kita bersenang2 mnulis blog, melayan fb, sibuk ber'ym' di sini, saudara2 kita di Palestin sana tiada masa utk berlapang-lapangan...

*sedang kita bergembira merancang plan spnjg cuti ini di sini, saudara2 kecil kita di Palestin sana sdg ketakutan meniti hari mndatang...

*sedang kita bersuka ria bersama yg tersayang di sini, saudara2 kita di Palestin sana sdg merintih kehilangan kaum keluarga, sahabat handai...

*sedarlah saudara2 islamku skalian...bangkitlah dr mimpi...perbaikilah diri kita..gunakn setiap perantara yg ada utk berjihad...smpaikn kbaikan kpd yg lain..berikan peringatan kpd yg lain...kelak,kita akn menikmati nikmat2 Allah yg jauh lebih indah dr nikmat2 dunia yg smentara ini..mari berjuang bersama para pejuang Palestin,wlaupun hanya sekadar dgn doa dan solat hajat..haiya bil jihad..ALLAHU AKBAR!!!

Let us REFLECT..

alhamdulillah..sedar x sedar, da hbis da 1 sem sya study kat sini..da stat cuti~yeay..mcm2 pngalmn dpt spjg tmpoh 1 sem ni..tp sgtlah rugi bg kita klau sgala yg berlaku x dpt buat kta duduk dan berfikir..so,kat sini sya nk reflect sdaya mampu apa yg da trjadi spjg 1 sem ni..basically,entry ni akn dbahagi kpd 2..kali ni,sya juz nk sntuh from academic aspect..insyaallah,jika diizinkn Allah,next entry sya akn share reflection utk non-academic plak..jom3...

citer psl academic..x lari la drpd asgnmnts kn..nama pn studnts,so jom kita reflect 1 persatu asgnmnt spjg 1 sem..

1)EDB oo6 Learning Network(1st assignmnt)

- utk 1st asgnmnt ni, kami kna design 3 persona(cikgu,murid n parents)5 years from now.so,basically kna jd imaginative utk 'buat' org masa hdpn..kna tgk cmna diorg ni depend on technology..then,lps kna wat essay utk dscribe,kna create 3 image yg gmbrkn persona design kita tu..hmmm,mnarik x??scara trg2,kita nmpk btapa asgnmnt ni nk bg kta jd kreatif n imaginatif..but then,cmne dgn underlying meanings??hmmm,actually,bnda ni sbnrnya bg kita gmbaran situasi yg kita akn hadapi bila jd cg nnti..klau buat cg tu,basically tu adlh kita 5 years from now,yg buat ttg stdnts,tu la bkal2 stdnt kita,n ttg parents,tu la future parents yg kita akn hadapi nnti..so,bg sya yg xbpe minat technology ni,1 bnda yg sya bljr,wlaupn xminat,sya kna minatkn gak sbb tu la 'world' yg akn sya hadapi wkt jd cg nnti..


ni la gmbr utk my 1st persona design..thanks to angah sbb byk mmbntu mngajar cara guna photoshop pd adikmu yg blur ni..

2)CLB452 Media Literacy and The School (1st assignmnt)

-assignmnt ni plak,kami kna pilih shots dr 1 movie kanak2 utk dianalyse.sya amik citer 'BOLT'..yg pasal superhero anjing tu..dr shot yg diambil,kna analyse 'media lnguage' dia(camera angle,setting,camera shot etc.)..then relate dgn 'represntation' yg shot tu cuba smpaikn..da tu,kna relate plak dgn effectiveness towards 'target audience'..children..awl2 wkt wat asgnmnt ni,pikir tah pape jer la nk buat bnda ni,bkn nk jd media analyst pn..tp teeeeeeetttttt..sya silap..bnda ni pntg,sbb zmn skrg ni media plays vital role..as future teachers,kita kna ajar bdk2 nk 'baca' media scara betul..so,diorg blh la wat judgmnt yg tepat sndri..cth,diorg blh tgk yg actually dr kartun pn blh blajr,value of friendship,stereotypng etc...so,jgn la marah bdk2 klau diorg tgk kartun,slalunya ade jer values yg dselitkn tu,tp kita kna pndai 'baca' la..


ni cth 1 shot yg sya analyse..ha,ape kite blh tgk dr shot ni?? nmpk x msg 'loyalty' kt sini??renung2kn..

3)CLB320 Studies In Language (1st assignmnt)

-utk asgnmnt ni, kami kna pilih 1 advertisemnt, yg ade words la..from that,kna analyse word by word..tgk effectiveness words yg dgunakn..advrtisemnt pn ade underlying meaning..prasan x yg kdg2 kita blh terkesan dgn sst iklan bila kita baca caption die??tu la the POWER OF WORDS..hnya dgn words,kita da blh detect mood yg cuba dsmpaikn..cuba try bace mane2 iklan skrg,tgk btul ke x..hihi..as future teacher,bnda ni sgt la bguna..sbbnya,kita nnti kna pilih text n material utk stdnts kn??before bg tu,kite patut tgk dlu text nya,n make sure text yg dgunakn sesuai n tlg kita smpaikn intended msg..ha,pnting kn??

4)EDB350 English for Teachers (1st assignmnt)

-ha,ni satu2nya asgnmnt in groups,presntation..grup sya buat ttg IRE & IRF..tau x ape tu? Initiative-Respond-Evaluative(IRE)& Initiative-Respond-Feedback(IRF)..ha,ape ni??ni adlh interaction dlm kels..prasan x klau dlm kls dlu, cg2 slalu bg soaln, pastu stdnts respond..dr respond tu cg akn buat sama ade evaluate (good,yes,right,no,wrong)..klau x pn, bg feedback (komen jwpn ke,huraikn respond tu ke or tnya soaln bkaitn dgn respond bdk tu)..ha,ni la IRE & IRF..dr sini sya blajar yg actually, cara cg bg 'E' or 'F' tu sgt mmpengaruhi respond students strusnya..so,sya blajar "sila take note on ur feedback to others' opinions"..da siap presnt,biasala kna wat reflection..ha,ni mmg sya suka..mmg suka wat reflection..mcm2 la yg sya reflect smpai trpksa buang sikit sbb pjg sgt words..huhu..

ok,basically tu 1st round asgnmnts bg semua sbjk..jm tgk 2nd round plak..

1)CLB320 Studies in language (2nd assessment)

-ok,ni satu2nya yg ade test..mnarik test ni..utk 2nd part,kami kna compare 2 classroom transcripts..tp 1st transcript da dberi 1 mngu awl..blh prepare awl2 n tulis la byk mana pn note ttg transcript tu kt ats paper tu..best x??haha..yg xbestnya,dpt 2nd transcript wkt test tu..then,stat la mngcompare..utk 1st part plak,die bg 10 key concepts then kna pilih 6 key concepts n trgkn ape yg kita tau..nk tau ape yg mncabar??dsebabkn tlh terbiasa wat asgnmnts yg beribu2 words,sgt la mncabar utk pendekkn words utk jd 1 prenggan je bg stiap key concepts..huh,pelik2..then,stlah skian lamanya xmenulis esei mngunakn pen dan krtas,jdlah ia sgt mncabar..aduhai,bdk2 kecil tulis lg cntik tulisannya..so,ape sya dpt??..sila back to basic juga..biasa2kn la mnulis,jgn mnekn keyboard je..da jd cg nnti,nk kna mnulis kt board jugak kn? *__*

2)CLB452 Media Literacy and The School (2nd assignmnt)

-ha,asgnmnt ni ade 2 part,1st part kna tulis surt kat guru besar..bg rational knapa kita patut jdkan media literacy sbg 1 sbjek dlm skolah..so,trpaksa la buat sikit kajian ttg polisi2 yg sedia ade kt mlysia..ha,dr sini la sya btul2 faham ttg Smart School..*jakun seketika*..then,kna buat 2 lesson plans utk mngajar media dlm kelas..bkn skadar integrated sbjct,tp sbg 1 sbjk teras..best..overall,dpt sya simpulkn yg Mlysia da ada inisiatif ke arah 'techno-world' ni..tp msih byk lg ruang yg blh dperbaiki..mybe kita blh adapt ngara2 mcm Australia ni..sbb diorg da ada da sbjct media dlm curriculum die..ha,mybe nnti kita blh kumplkn semua surat2 dr 58org dr batch sya ni n try bg pd Kmntrian Pelajaran..rational perlunya sbjk ni..*bercita-cita tinggi ke??* but who knows..impossible is nothing ok..


ni cth gmbr sya masuk dlm lesson plan.. surh budk2 try 'baca' apa mesej die..

3)EDB350 English for Teachers (2nd assignmnt)

-ok,ni antara asgnmnt yg pling berat bg sya..basically,kami kna buat case study ttg 2nd lnguage learner..kna pilih ape2 topik bkaitn dgn 2nd lnguage learner,intrview 1 org,n tulis paper ttg bda tu..ok,sya pilih tjuk Critical Period Hypothesis(CPH)..teory ttg effect of age in lnguage learning..die ckp yg mkin tua,mkin susah nk bljr lnguage n slalunya akn 'fail'..so,sya nk go against theory ni dgn intrview 1 prson yg blajar Arab stat da dewasa..aduhai,sya pn xtau nape sya pilih tjuk ni awl2..konon2 mcm mnarik,rujuk lcturers diorg sgt suke..but then,mkin byk readings and researches yg dbuat,trasa sgt la mcabar..sbb die byk kaitnnya dgn neurobiological aspect..ha,ape tu??haha..sgtla sush bila nk buat literature review utk basically summarize ttg research2 or pndpt2 scholars ttg isu ni..ye la,nk memahamkn da 1 hal,nk kna summarize 1 hal plak..tp alhamdulillah,semua da slesai..dr readings yg dbuat,sya simpulkn yg yer,CPH main pranan tp xmustahil utk org2 dewasa utk blajar sbb ade byk faktor lain yg mndorong spt motivation n cognitive maturity..so,jom perkayakn bhasa kita (^__^)

4) EDB006 Learning Network (2nd asignmnt)

-finally,ni la pnutup asgnmnts sem ni..tp blm hntr pn lg..xbuat pn lg..so,xtau nk reflect cmne..hihi..apepn,kami kna create device or pape je utk dgunakn dlm classroom 10thn dr skrg..aduhai,pikir masa dpn lg..da describe ttg bnda tu,kami kna buat video pndek ttg bnda tu..huh,mncbr..sgt mncbr..ade sesiapa nk tlg??hihi

ok,basically ni la asgnmnts spjg sem ni..honestly,wkt buat sgt la payah..tp bila da slesai,rasa sgt la best..mcm2 bnda da blajar rupanya..ni sumer directly..tp dlm proses tu ade gak bnda len yg sya blajar...

1)assignmnt2 jugak..tngungjwb pd yg 1 jgn dlupakn..insyaallah,dlm ketandusan idea tu,carila ktenangn dr Allah..insyaallah dpermudahkn..wkt berkeluh kesah tu,mngadu la pd Dia..then klau blh bjaga d tgh mlm utk buat asgnmnt,xkn xblh nk mulakn dgn 'date' dgn Dia kn..'date' dlm ksunyian ksepian kedinginan amatlah mngasyikkn (^^)

2)minta la restu n doa dr ibu slalu..dlu sya ada tulis entry ttg indahnya redha doa seorg ibu di kala musim asgnmnts ni..

3)we are not alone..ade skali sya hmpir tertewas,tp ramai jer yg bg kata2 smgt dan doa..thanks evrybody..n for sure,thanks Allah for always be here..

4)ni 1 idea dr seorg senior sya (thanks kak Aina)..dia ckp,cari kotak, start la kumpuln pape teaching aids dr skrg..nnti sng bila da mngajar..hmmm,sgt mnarik..sbb mmg byk da materials dpt (lg2 kelas erika)yg blh dgunakn nnti..jm kwn,kita cari kotak, kumpl materials..hihi

okla,cukp la tu..da pnjg lebar..insyaallah,ada umur yg pnjg,kita akn smbung meREFLECT diri yg lemah ini..

p/s:arini angah sya tung..smoga sgalanya bjaln lncar dan brkekln smpai ke prnikahan yg sah nnti..amin..

wallahua'lam..

entah kenapa

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aku sedih yg amat

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aku rasa nak nagis

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hati aku rasa x tenang

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jiwa aku rasa resah

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fikiran aku bercelaru

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emosi aku tak dpt dikawal

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aku terasa lemah

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aku berasa tidak berupaya

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wajah2 yg aku sayangi seringkali bertandang dlm mimpiku

aduhai..

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aku buang masa tulis entry ni

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aku mngarut kat sini

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aku x sambung je assignments aku

entah kenapa
aku x luahkn segalanya pd Allah je
Dia sbaik-baik tempat mengadu..

Aduhai ya Allah, lemahnya hamba-Mu ini..berikanlah aku kekuatan utk meneruskn prjuangn di sini..langkahku baru bermula..prjuangan masih pnjg,tp aku spt sudah trsungkur di tengah jln..x mampu mngawal emosi ku sndri..bantulah aku Ya Allah..
ni la hasilnya bila 2 asgnmnts hntr jumaat ni + 1 test esok + sedih x dpt bsama family + faktor2 lain..huhu

to my beloved sis fauziah,
Selamat Bertunang hari Sabtu 29/4 ni yer..hope sgalanya bjalan lncar..smoga prtunangn tu bkekalan disudahi dgn pernikahan yg sah nnti..insyaallah

kpd sesiapa yg da baca entry ni smpai sini, maaf la yer..sbb entry ni x bg manfaat pd sesiapa pn..huhu..

Always be There

Alllahu Akbar…

If you ask me about love
And what i know about it
My answer would be
It’s everything about Allah
The pure love, to our souls
The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe
The one that made us whole and free
The guardian of HIS true believers


So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything
Shouldn’t never feel afraid of anything
As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way
Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all’ll be over
And we’ll be in His heaven and we’ll all be fine

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…

So when the time gets hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…


Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah
Lyrics: Bilal Hajji & Maher Zain
Melody: Maher Zain
Copyright: Awakening Records 2009
taken from: http://www.islamiclyrics.net/maher-zain/always-be-there/

*huhu..tgh pening2 lyn assignmnts yg mnyerabutkn nie,lyn lagu ni best gak..sabar farah, assignmnts ni baru ujian sikit..jgn mngeluh,Allah will always be there.. (^__^)

Pengalaman berharga

Alhamdulillah, 2 ari yg berlalu ni terasa amat berharga..bila mana dpt melapangkn masa dan merehatkn diri sbntar dr assignments yg x benti2..

dgn izin Allah,malam jumaat yg lalu, saya berpeluang utk mnghadiri 1 talk conducted by bro Imran Siddiqi, who is inspired by Ahmed Deedat & Dr. Zakir Naik..mereka ni adlh leading speakers dlm bidang comparative religions..

tajuk talk ni adlh: "Allegations around Quran & their clarifications"..di sini, Bro Imran mengetengahkn bebrapa tuduhan yg biasa dibuat brkaitan dgn Islam dan mmbuktikan bhw kesemua tuduhan itu x berasas. sesunnguhnya, amat jitu dan nyata bukti yg ditunjukkn bila kesemua bukti2 diberi berasaskn al-Quran dan hadis.(terpegun melihat keupayaan beliau memetik ayat2 quran dan hadis sbg bukti scara spontan,masyaallah,Allah mngurniakn daya ingatan yg sgt tajam kpd beliau).antara tuduhan2 yg dibuat termasuklah nabi Muhammad menulis al-quran sendiri utk kuasa dan harta,N. Muhammad belajar quran dr seorang non-Muslim bernama Waraqa ibn Naufal, N.Muhammad copy quran dr bible dan mcm2 lg la..lbh mnarik apabila talk ni juga dhadiri oleh non-Mulims dan mereka antara yg rancak bertanya dan alhamdulillah, bro imran tlh mnjwb soaln mereka dgn jitunya berdasarkn dalil2 aqli dan naqli,disokong juga dgn bukti2 saintifik..smoga Allah membuka hati2 mereka utk lbih mngenali Islam yg sbenar dan akhirnya revert kembali ke Islam..

Dan skali lg alhamdulillah bila keesokan harinya, Allah memberi skali lg peluang utk sya lbih mngenali agama sya sendiri,Islam skaligus mmbakar smngt sya utk berdakwah slps mnhadiri 1 Day-Long Masterful Dakwah Training Course by bro Imran (berada di negara org,lbih2 lg ngara non-muslims ni,pngetahuan ttg ini sgt perlu..sbbnya da berapa kali juga sya dtanya oleh rakan2 australians ttg Islam,xkirala prtanyaan itu dtujukn utk mngenali ttg islam atau mnguji kita,kita bersangka baiklah yg mereka nk mngenali Islam..smoga dgn explanation yg betul,merka dpt mlihat keindahan islam itu)

wlaupun pd permulaannya sya agak x slesa dgn rules yg ditetapkan spjg course ni(no note taking, no drinking, no going out during session), tp alhamdulillah, ianya berkesan apabila spenuh konsentrasi dpt diberi terhadap pnyampaiannya..

session ni terbahagi kpd bebrapa session iaitu:
1) introduction to major religions of the world
2) introduction to major religious scriptures
3) concept of God in world's major religions
4) Muhammad (s) in world's major religions
5) concept of marriage and divorce in Islam
6) answering few allegations against Islam

wlaupun session terakhir x dpt dijlnkn krn kekurangan masa, tp insyaallah 5 sessions yg dpt dhabiskn tlh byk sgt3 mmberi input..sya juga akn mndaftar di laman web hikmahway di mana sya akn mndpt nota2 bg tajk2 spjg course ini (sbb tu kami xdbenarkn note taking,sbb nk bg fokus,notes blh diambil nnti)..

secara keseluruhannya, ni la pngalaman yg bermakna 2 hari ni..tp apalah gunanya sya ke talk dan course dakwah tu jika hanya mampu share pngalamn yg x sebrapa ni kn?? insyaallah, sya akan cuba share sdaya mampu ttg input2 yg sya peroleh dr talk dan course ini..tp sbg insan yg lemah daya ingatannya,lg2 bila xmampu mncatat apa2,sya perlukn masa utk mmbuat sedikit homework sblm dishare brsama yg lain..insyaallah,smoga dipermudahkn...


*hari ni akan lalui 1 lg hari yg bermakna sbb nk gi mngajar kelas KAFA utk adik2 yg comel2 kat sini...cpt betul masa berlalu,rupa2nya da sebuln da sya mngajar kelas KAFA nie..alhamdulillah..

*balik je mngajar kena pulun la buat assignments stlh 'bercuti' ni..insyaallah smoga Allah permudahkn..

Bila nak ingat Allah??

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah..

smlm, kami semua di sini da dpt ELAUN..best, mmg best..sape yg x suke dpt duit kn??but still, ade bbrapa prkara yg patut kite amik prhatian..

pendek kata cmnila..kita tgk situasa sblm dan slps.....

ape jd sblm dpt elaun tu??

ramai yg bising2..'bila nk dpt elaun??'..'aku da pokai ni'..'bila en.zul nk msuk duit ni?'..mcm2 la keluh kesah yg dpt didgr..

pastu ape plak jd lepas dpt elaun??

i'm not sure apa jd kat yg lain2..tp ni ape yg jd skelilng aku..brita ni gempak wkt dlm kels erika smlm..wkt tgh rehat..haha..hbis rata2 jd excited..semua kcnggihan tknologi d gunakn sbaiknya..yg bwk laptop..yg ade iphone..trus check account..
then,mnjerit tnda kgmbiraan..ade yg trus bkira2 nk buat ape da dgn duit tu..mcm2 plan pn ade..'ha,blh la enjoy,duit da msuk'..'mkn besar la kita arini'..bla..bla..bla..haha,bukn aku salahkn semua tu..mmg,semua happy dpt duit tu..tp jom kita pikir kejap.....

bila x dpt duit, kita sibuk berkeluh kesah,salahkn sesiapa yg bkenaan....
bila da dpt duit plak, kita sibuk brgembira,plan masa hdpn.....

tp 1 bnda yg kita tertinggal...bila masa plak nk sibukkn diri utk ingat Allah??hmmmm, tu yg mnjadi tanda tanya di sini..

so,kwn2...marila kita bramai2 ucapkn alhamdulillah..x kisah dlm sush or dlm senang..dlm sedih dan dlm gembira..btapa manisnya hidup jika semuanya dpt dikaitkn dgn Allah..

Allah is the best planner..stiap yg trjadi ada hkmahnya..brangkali juga sbg ujian buat kita...

wkt susah, ujian nk tgk tahap ksabaran kita..wkt sng pn,blh jd 1 ujian..ujian nk tgk tahap mana kita bsyukur..

so,mari kita renung2kn..kita lps x ujian dr Allah nie??

hmmmmmm,post ni x dtujukn pd sesiapa scara spesifik..ianya dtujukn kpd semua scara umum..trmasuk diri si pnulis yg juga lmah nie..sbbnya,ni la situasi yg dialami sndri..bila da blaku semuanya,bru trduduk memuhasabah diri..trima kasih Allah ats ingtn buat hamba-Mu yg lemah ini..

wallahua'lam

*jom gi lcture Learning Network...gi kelas ni amanah tau..duit da dpt,amanah kna la pikul..mmg malas nk g awl2 pg nie..tp still,jom laksanakn amanah dr rakyat malaysia ni..n yg pasti, jom laksanakn amanah dr Allah ni..betulkn niat,g lcture krn Allah..jom3..

owh fire alarm !!!!

aduhai..gemuruh di hati msih ada lg nie..cuak..mmg cuak..

wahai hati,tlg la bertenang..da lepas da tu..semua da ok da skrg..huhu..

ok semua...meh aku citer ape jd sbnrnya..tp sblum tu,tarik nafas dlm2 dlu farah..xde ape2 da ni..

cmni ceritanya............

al-kisah, kira2 pkl 6 ptg tadi,aku pn memulakn rutin harian utk memasak di dapur..maka start la dikeluarkn brg2 utk dimasak..smbil tu otak ligat pikir nk masak apa arini..tgk dlm sinki,housemate aku da rendam ayam..maka ayam la yg aku akan masak..so,decide la nk msk ayam masak kurma..ok,tgk sayur plak..hmmmm,ade so'on(cmni ke eja die ek??), ade tahu kering,ade kentang..ok la,msk syur air best gak ni..maka bermula la projek aku..masak nasi,kupas kulit kentang,potong ayam,rendam so'on dgn tauhu kering,rebus kentang...ok,semua preparation da siap,tinggal masak je la...

maka di switch on la hot plate..pastu penyedut asap kt ats dapur tu pn di switch on..so,start la aku memasak ayam dgn sng hatinya..semua bhn2 dicampak sesuka ati ke dlm periuk..tup2,ha da siap da..rasa la sikit..hmmmm,blh la..ade la rase kuah kurma..ok set,lepas 1 lauk..

so nk start plak msk sayur..hmmmm,tgh sejuk2 ni best kalau blh hirup2 kuah sayur ni..so,kena masak dlm bekas yg bernama periuk..tp,aduhai malasnya nk basuh periuk masak aym td tu..huhu..pakai je la 1 periuk lg ni..before ni x prnh pn guna periuk tu utk msk ats dapur,slalu guna utk msuk dlm microwave jer..pdhal tgk gaya periuk tu da tau yg die x sesuai sgt guna letak ats dapur tu..tp x pela,blm cuba blm tau..

ok 1st step masak syur,tumis la kn..minyak da panas,ape lg,masuk la bhn2 utk ditumis..so far so good.......until...









TIBA-TIBA..

















keluar 1 bunyi yg sgt nyaring lg kuat dr smoke detector kat syiling berdektn dapur ni..aduhai...terlebih asap la plak kluar...ape lg,kelam klibut la aku sbb klau dlm masa 30saat bunyi tu x dihentikn,maka abg2 bomba akan smpai lalu terbang la duit $900 kami..aduhai,sensitive bebenor smoke detector nie..huhu..

tanpa mmbuang masa,aku pn mnjerit memanggil bdk2 umah yg lain,wlaupn hakikatnya telinga yg normal pasti dpt dgr jeritan nyaring dr fire alarm nie..maka berlaku la drama di sini..yg sorg terbangkit dr tido scara mngejut,yg sorg brlari keluar dr toilet,yg sorg terpaksa mmbatalkn takbiratul ihram nk stat solat,yg lg sorg tah tgk buat ape dlm bilik..yg bilik di bwh main lgkah 3 ank tngga skali gus,yg di ats brlari2 bwk tlekung utk mngibas asap..semua berlari2 ke dapo utk mmbantu aku..

pd wkt ini,kerjasama semua sgt diperlukn..maka,seorg pn mnekan suis false alarm,seorg mngibas2 smoke detector yg pertama, seorg mmbuka pintu beranda dan terus mgibas2 smoke detector kedua dgn kain tlekung,seorg mngeluarkn fire blanket dan kepung di bhgn punca asap,dan seorg mngibas2 asap di sekitarnya...muka semua sgtla cuak yg teramat..misi kami hanya 1..mnghentikn bunyi fire alarm itu dlm masa 30saat sblm sgala2nya terlmbat..

stelah usaha yg bersusah payah,akhirnya 1st detector yg mngeluarkn bunyi itu akhirnya berhenti..kami mula berasa lega..tetapi hnya sekejap..dan tiba2 2nd detector pula berbunyi..aduhai,bertungkus-lumus la kami mnjalankn tugas kami td..

dan alhamdulillah,mission accomplished..akhirnya bunyi itu dpt dihentikn sblm abg2 bomba dtg melawat kami..huh,kisah cuak yg mngambil masa tidak smpai seminit ini telah mmberi kesan yg sgt besar kpd kami..salah seorg pngipas tegar kami terluka tgnnya dlm usaha mngibas asap..dan yg pasti,tlh meng'activate' jantung kami utk berdetap sekencang larian kuda..lbih2 lg,jntung tukng masak mrangkap pnyebab kekecohan ini..aku la ni..haha..

ok steady,semua da slesai..maka housemate aku sorg ni pn tlg la basuhkn periuk bekas msk aym td tu..then,aku mneruskn utk masak sayur..bajet cool,xde pape hal la..

oh,tidak!!ade kesannya...

impaknya???

haha..takut aku nk masak lama2..so,basically lps je masuk semua2 bhn,cincai2 je la..bru je tgk asap da bkepul sikit ats periuk tu..aku pn terus tutup..haha..maka,xberapa empuk la kentang tu wlaupn da rebus awl2 da pn..nasib la korg yer..hihi..

ha,itulah kisahnyer..story of a minute..hehe

moral of the story : 1) lain kali jgn malas basuh periuk, 2)pastu ape yg penting??kerjasama!!! 3)and last skali,buat semua bnda ingt Allah,bace bismillah,ni tak,main syok sndri je kat dapo tu....huhuhu..

p/s: sori yer my dear housemates ats kekecohan yg brlaku td..hihi..

Indahnya Redha Ibu Bapa

Minggu ni mmg sgt mncabar..perlu brtungkus-lumus utk mnyiapkn 2 asgnment yg due jumaat next week and ada 1 test rabu next week..pndek kata..agak haru-biru gak la kepala ni..bila da byk2 cmni,semua mula la bcampur aduk..tgh pikir ttg EDB350, tiba2 je dpt idea utk CLB452..bila da mngadap CLB452,jam tu la tetiba nk tringt key concepts utk CLB320..pndek kata mmg serabut x terurus..n smlm mmg kmuncaknya..

Dlm keadaan emosi yg x brapa nk stabil, berjam2 dok mngadap laptop,idea tiba2 stuck di tgh jln..punya la bsungguh2 perah otak,1 apa pn x kluar..mmg berjam2 brhabis x buat ape dpn laptop..so,mmg x blh nk buat apa la..stop la dlu..dlm hati byk2 berdoa dpermudahkn sgala urusan oleh Allah..bselawat byk2 mnta djauhkn bisikn syaitan yg xhbis2 memujuk utk brmalas2 di katil yg empuk,mlayan suasana yg smakin mnyejuk ni..aduhai..hmpir2 je tertewas..smakin pnjg la selawat dan doanya..sbb ati rasa x tenang sgt2..x tau la nape..

punya la bsusah payah pikir,akhirnya baru teringt sesuatu..

Rupanya rasa x tenang sbb xdpt dgr suara mama..sbb last time call brapa ari yg lps,line x brapa clear,so trpaksa putuskn talian..huhu..cpt2 la aku call mama time tu jugak..berbual2 mcm lama jer x brbual..mkin lama mkin bkurangan resah di hati..alhamdulillah smakin tenang...

Before tamatkn talian,smpat mngadu pd mama btapa x blh nk buat asgnmnt skrg ni..tiba2 idea mmg xblh nk dtg..da brapa ari da mcm ni..otak agak slow sikit..mybe mkin mmbeku sbb sejuk sgt kot(alasan smata2)..mama bg kata2 pujukn..mcm2 cara dia cdgkn..suruh tnya along or angah la..gi rujuk kak senior la..jgn tido,nnti idea mmg x dtg la..mcm2 lg la..huhu..then,aku minta mama doakn..mama jwb 'mama sntiasa doakn adik'..pastu minta plak mama doakn lg spesifik..'mama doakn ain dpt idea buat asgnmnt ni ekk'..'buntu sgt ni..xtau nape'..mama jwb..'ye,sentiasa doakn'..

Kemudian dpt plak bcakap dgn papa skejap..btanya khabar..papa tanya da mkn ke blm..bila bgtau mcm biasala,skali shari je,tngu ptg..jwpn papa, 'biasa la tu..dkt tmpt org kan..sabar la yer'..huhu..yg lg buat trharu..papa ingtkn aku mmg mkn skali shari sbb x cukup duit kat sini..so,buat ke brapa kalinya lg,papa ckp,'gi la find out mcmana nk transfer duit dr sini ke sana..nnti papa transfer duit'..aduhai,terharunya..tp papa,ni bukn soal xde duit(wlaupn mmg kena bjimat pn kat sini),tp soal x cukup masa n soal mls nk msk byk2 kali..still,dia nk juga surh cari cmna..pdhal blh je pn,aku je yg x nk,insyaallah cukup lg scholarship ni..hmmmmm..smakin btmbh ktenangan di hati lps dgr suara papa pula..alhamdulillah...

Maka lps tu, aku pn mneruskn pjuangn mmbuat asgnmt stlh mndpt sumber kekuatan dr mereka..mama sntiasa mndoakn..papa sngup brsusah2..sbb ape??semestinya,sbb nk tgk aku kuat dan bjaya di sini..

Alhamdulillah, syukur byk2 pd Allah,stlh bebrapa ketika fokus dan berfikir brtungkus-lumus...idea yg dicari-cari dan ditunggu-tunggu akhirnya sampai..bercurah2 lg..laju jari jemariku menekan keyboard..alhamdulillah..

Dan di awal mlm,aku bjaya mnyiapkn 80% dr aim yg spatutnya aku capai utk smlm..memndgkn aku mmg jnis yg tido awl,maka aku mngambil kputusan utk tido dlu..dan berniat utk bjaya di tgh mlm utk mnyiapkn baki 20% spt yg disasarkn..siap kunci alarm handphone lg..

Bila alarm brbunyi......

Aduhai sejuknya..malasnya nk bgn..huhu..15minit lg la..so,mkin dtarik la comforter mnyelubungi diri..

Lps 15 minit alarm brbunyi lg..

Hmmmmm..15minit lg la..xlarat la..xpela,da 80% siap,sikit je lg..mkin bkubang aku di dlm slimut yg warm tu...kali ni mmg sngaja aku x set blik jam tu..nyenyaknya la hai..lbih2 lg bila da dpasang heater utk kurgkn ksejukan mlm....


TIBA-TIBA............





AINNNNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!



Terus aku tersentap..huh,aku terdgr mama panggil aku..berzikir aku di tgh2 mlm tu..apa lg,terus la aku terjaga..

Alhamdulillah,aku diberi peluang utk bngkit di sepertiga mlm yg hening..di kala yg lain sdg enak diulit mimpi..stelah mnunaikn kewajipanku, aku terus smbung mngadap laptop mnyiapkn baki 20% asgnmentku..smbil tu sempat aku teringt pesan mama td..'klau da tido,mcmana idea tu nk dtg'..trsenyum aku smbil mnyambung kerja..


Hmmmmmm..terima kasih mama..terima kasih papa..dan yg pasti,terima kasih Ya Allah..
krn sntiasa ada bersama aku....


Moral of the story : sentiasa la memohon keredhaan dari ibu bapa kerana redha Allah terletak pada redha mereka...

So,pd sesiapa yg bjauhan dr parents tu,slalu2 la contact diorg..klau sngup bhabis kredit utk contact kekasih stiap hari,xkn parents sendri pn x blh kn??huhu...(ayat ni x dtujukn pd sesiapa..utk renungan semua secara umum)

present from a grandpa..

this article is dedicated to all teachers and teachers-to-be..

Teach My Grandson Teacher - Gently, If You Can

My grandson starts school today. It's going to be strange and new to him for a while, and I wish you would sort of treat him gently.

You see, up to now, he's been king of the roost -- he's been boss of the backyard. His mom, dad, and Grandma have always been around to repair his wounds, and soothe his feelings.

But now things are going to be different! This morning he's going to walk down the front steps, wave his hand, and start out on a great adventure... it's an adventure that might take him across the continent... it's an adventure that might incllude wars and strategy and sorrow.

To live his live in this world, will require faith and love and courage. So teacher, I pray you will take him by his young hand and teach him the things he will have to know.

Teach my grandson teacher -- but gently, if you can. He will have to learn, I know, that all men are not just, that all men are not true.

But teach him also, that for every scounderel, there is a hero.. that for every crooked politician, there is a dedicated leader. Teach him that for every enemy, there is a friend.

It will take time teacher, I know, but teach my grandson, if you can, that a nickel earned is far more value than a dollar found... teach him to learn to lose... and to enjoy winning.

Steer him away from envy, if you can, and teach him the secret of quiet laughter.

Let my grandson learn early that the bullies are the easiest people to lick.. teach him, if you can, the wonder of books... but also give him quiet time to ponder the eternal mystery of birds in the sky, bees in the sun, and flowers on a green hill.

In school, teacher, teach him it is far more honorable to fail than to cheat... teach him to have faith in his own ideas, even if everyone tells him that he is wrong... teach him to be gentle with gentle people and tough with tough people.

Try to give my grandson strength not to follow the crowd when everyone else is getting on the bandwagon... teach him to listen to all men... but, teach him also to filter all he hears on a screen of truth and take only the good that comes through.

Teach my grandson teacher.. but gently if you can, how to laugh when he is sad... teach him there is no shame in tears... teach him there can be glory in failure and despair in success.

Teach him to close his ears to a howling mob... and to stand and fight if he thinks he is right.

Teach him to scoff at cynics and to beware of too much sweetness.. teach him to sell his brawn and brains to the highest bidders but, never, never, put a price tag on his heart and soul.

Treat my grandson gently, teacher, but don't coddle him, because only the test of fire makes fine steel.. let him have the courage to be impatient... let him have the patience to be brave.

Teach him always to have sublime faith in himself. Because then he will have sublime faith in God and Mankind.

This is a tall order, teacher, but please help him if you can do. You see, he's such a nice little fellow... my grandson.

Teach my grandson, teacher.. but gently if you can.

Adapted by Thomas Halbert
taken from: http://friend4.tripod.com/bestari.htm

*happy teacher's day to all teachers nationwide..especially my teachers..SK Convent Muar, SMKA Maahad Muar, SBPI Mersing @ SM Sains Sultan Iskandar..lecturers at IPIK..n currently,my lecturers at QUT (perlu ke ni?bkn smbut pn kat sini)..papepn, thanks for everything you all have done..you all are the best!!

A blind boy..

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat.


A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?"


The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way."

I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it."

Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?


Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have.. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling…

And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!

Enjoy your day with a heart of gratitude.



article taken from : http://dropletsofdew.blogspot.com/2010/02/heart-of-gratitude.html
picture taken from : http://mrhiggins.net/algebra2/wp-content/uploads/2008/06/smile.jpg

ROALD DAHL.................

Have u ever heard about Roald Dahl?? nope?

what about 'the way up to heaven'?? 'the sound machine'?? or may be 'charlie and the chocolate factory'?? yeay..these are all Roald Dahl's stories..

Roald Dahl - World's No. 1 Storyteller.. especially children's stories..


even though my schedule is pack with never ending assignments, it doesn't mean i'm gonna stop reading..(not sure whether it's good or bad)..and the latest one, i managed to read 1 of Roald Dahl's book "MATILDA"..seriously, i love this book..it took me less than a day to finish reading me..no wonder it managed to win the children's book award..

i'm not good in writing book review..but what i can say,this 'light' story is really cute and interesting..it's about a girl named Matilda..she is an exceptional girl..she's a genius..however, her parents think that she's just a trouble maker..she's the black sheep of the family..it is until she is attacked by her headmistress that she realizes that she has power..

even though there are several unrealistic scenes in this story, it's still acceptable..overall, it's for children and children love imaginative stories..we can also learn several things from this story..it actually demonstrates real life situation.. 'adults vs children'.. adults tend to underestimate children.."the elder you are,the wiser u would be"..children's voices and statements that challenge adults are not to be heard..

as a future teacher, i also learn something from this book..it is my responsibility to be aware of my students' abilities..advanced students are to be noted and necessary actions are to be taken to further develop their abilities...i love Miss Honey's character in this novel..she's a good teacher..yeay..



and here's another thing...


i went to K-Mart Toowong just now to buy winter clothes..indeed, i spent my money at 1 of the bookstores there to buy a Roald Dahl's story collection..without buying any winter clothes...luckily it didn't cost me much..still have money to buy the winter clothes..huhu..i should try to avoid coming near any bookstores after this..but still, NO regret..indeed,i'm gonna collect more books here..hihihi...






*to be a primary school teacher, i have to be and think like the children..reading their books, helps me to understand them better..1 of them..children love imagination..(^______^)


p/s- buat kakak2 ksayanganku haslinda or fauziah, ape kate akak2ku skalian tlg carikn and belikan dulu novel 'cinta sufi' by Ramlee awang Murshid??..nnti I byr blik..huhu..boleh la ekk..luv u (^__^)

Jom Jemaah 3

Alhamdulillah,pada hari ahad,9 Mei yg lalu, barisan naqib/ah telah skali lg berjaya meng'conduct' jom jemaah kali ketiga yg mngumpulkn kesemua plajar muslim TEFL Cohort 1 utk pngisian rohani.spt biasa program ringks yg dimulai dgn solat maghrib bjemaah, diikuti dgn slot pngisian ringkas(kali ni kita berusrah),solat isyak berjemaah dan diakhiri dgn jamuan ringan (xde la ringn sgt pn..pot luck mmg best)ini mndpt feedback yg sgt positif dr rakan2 semua.tq dan thniah semua.so,basically entry ni nk share dgn semua ttg pngisian kami kali ni,usrah.

alhamdulillah,kali ni kami mengupas huraian surah an-Nas.wlaupn surah pendek dan ringkas ini hanya mempunyai 6 ayat sahaja,ternyata byk yg dpt dihuraikn dan insyaallah memberi input yg sgt berguna.masyaallah,hebatnya kekuasaan Allah.

ok la,secara ringkasnya surah ini boleh dibahagikn kpd 2 bhagian: ayat 1-3 menerngkn sifat2 Allah manakala ayat 4-6 pula merungkai ttg syaitan (sifat,tugas dan hakikatnya).ayat 1-3 ada mnyenaraikn sifat2 Allah sbg Rabb(tuhan),Malik(raja) dan Illah(sembahan). ramai yg sukar utk membezakn antara Rabb dan Illah. tuhan dan sembahan.apa bezanya??utk lbh memahaminya, kita blh kaitkn dgn tauhid(ada 3 jenis); rububiyah,uluhiyah dan asma' wa sifat. sifat Allah sbg Rabb blh dikaitkn dgn tauhid Rububiyah dan sifat Allah sbg Illah blh dikaitkn dgn tauhid Uluhiyah.

Tauhid Rububiyah (analogi di tgh lautan)

utk lbh memahami, mari kita lihat analogi di tgh lautan ini. ada seorg pelayar ini hanyut di tgh lautan. sudah habis ikhtiar nk buat apa utk slmtkn diri. tidak kiralah dia muslim atau tidak, akhirnya dia akan minta bantuan dr 1 KUASA utk mmbantunya. 1 KUASA yg mmg dipercayai ada itu adalh sifat Rububiyah Allah. bg yg mmpercayai Allah, tahu bhw kuasa itu adlh Allah tp bg yg x mmpercyai Allah,akn tetap yakin dgn kuasa itu tnpa mnyedari bhw itu adlh kuasa Allah. maka sama ada kita percaya atau tidak dgn Allah, Allah itu tetap tuhan (RAbb) yg satu.

Analogi sebuah negara

lg 1 cntoh analogi utk faham tauhid rububiyah dan uluhiyah adlh analogi sebuah negara. sbg contoh, Malaysia. Kita tahu dan yakin bhw YDP Agong itu adlh ketua negara. Baginda mmg ada kuasa tertinggi dlm negara kita. x kira kita taat atau tidak pd baginda, baginda still Agong kita yg ada kuasa dan kdudukn tertinggi dlm negara.
ini adlh cnth tauhid rububiyah, sama ada kita percaya atau tidak dgn Allah, Dia tetap Tuhan yg memiliki kuasa terhebat.

Dari golongn rakyat pula, pasti ada sekumpulan yg mentaati Agong itu. bg mereka yg mentaatinya, pasti akan diikut segala yg dperintahkn dan meninggalkn apa yg dlarang. dlm konteks ini, mematuhi undng2 ngara. ini pula adlh cnth tauhid uluhiyah.bagi mereka yg percaya dgn sifat Allah sbg Illah(sembahan), mereka akan buat segala perintah Allah dan tinggalkn segala larangannya. hanya Allah yg mereka sembah.

Pendek kata, Rabb adlh hubgn atas ke bwh manakala Illah adlh hbgn bwh ke atas.

utk tauhid asma wa sifat pula, agak mudah utk d fahami. kita sedia maklum, Allah memiliki sifat2 yg x dmiliki oleh makhluk2nya. sbg contoh, Maha Mendengar.wlaupn ada segelintir yg kata, manusia pn blh mendengar juga. di sini, kita perlu tahu mmbezakn keupayaan sifat mendengar manusia itu dgn sifat Maha Mendengar Allah. manusia memerlukan gegendang telinga, hanya blh mndgr dr jarak tertentu dan dgn kekuatan bunyi tertentu.berbeza pula dgn Allah yg Maha Mendengar tanpa memerlukn sbrang medium, pd bila2 masa tanpa jarak tertentu, dan kekuatan bunyi tertentu,even suara hati kita pn Allah blh dgr. Allahu Akbar.besarnya kekuasaan Allah.

Ayat 4-6 surah ini pula membicarakn ttg syaitan:sifat syaitan yg tenggelam timbul, tugas syaitn yg membisikkan kejahatan dan hakikat syaitan yg terdiri drpd jin dan manusia.

alhamdulillah, secara peribadi kumpln sya mmberi feedback yg sgt positif dlm berkongsi ilmu dlm usrah kali ini.masing2 sgt bersemangt sehinggakn terasa tempoh yg deruntukkn x mncukupi.masing2 aktif mendengar, memberi respon dan bertanyakn soaln spjg diskusi.sya juga mndpt feedback yg sama dr naqib/ah yg lain.alhamdulillah,dgn sokongn padu,kami barisan naqib/ah akn cuba mmpelbagaikn lg aktiviti dn pengisian rohani utk santapan rohani kita bersama.insyaallah

p/s- pd kumpln usrah sya, insyaallah sya akn cuba mnjwb soaln2 terbngkalai mlalui emel stlh mmbuat rujukn pd yg lbh tahu..(eg. apa beza jin,iblis n syaitan.. then manusia dr tanah, syatan dr api, so haiwan dr apa??)..klau rajin try la cari (^___^)

* best sgt mknn2 yg dhidngkn..mmg semua bdk2 cohort 1 da blh kahwin la..ada bubur lambok,spageti & pasta, roti jala & kuah kari, nasi himpit & kuah kacang, bergedil, roti canai, puding, cekodok & nasi goreng serta pizza. alhamdulillah, sedap2 semua..nyumm2..

akhir kata, utk renungan bersama..BACAlah..FAHAMIlah..HAYATIlah..dan AMALkanlah ayat2 al-Quran..

InshaAllah

I really love this song..
"Don't despair and never loose hope..cause Allah is always by your side"..

Insha Allah

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way
Video & Lyrics Information

Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah
Lyrics: Maher Zain & Bara Kherigi
Melody: Maher Zain
Arrangement: Maher Zain & Hamza Namira
Copyright: Awakening Records 2009

MAMA ...

you are always there mama...

you are there when i'm happy...

you are there when i'm sad...

you are there when i'm scared..

you are there when i'm sick...

you are there when i'm hurt..

you are there anytime i need you..


forgive me mama...

forgive me for being rude..

forgive me for being naughty..

forgive me for using high rising voice...

forgive me for disobeying you..

forgive me for making you worried..

forgive me for making you sad...

forgive me for making you cry...

forgive me for not making you proud..

forgive me for not being a good daughter..

forgive be for not being perfect...

forgive me for everything mama..


you are everything mama..

you are my sunshine..

you are my rainbow..

you are my gold..

you are my diamond..

you are my heart...

you are my soul...

you are worth than anything in this world...



thank you mama..

thank you mama for carrying me 9 months in your womb..

thank you mama for taking the risk to deliver me..

thank you mama for struggling to give me chance to see the world..

thank you mama for spending your time to teach me how to walk and talk...

thank you mama for scolding me when i make mistakes..

thank you mama for sacrificing your nights to look after me when i'm sick..

thank you mama for praying days and nights for me..

thank you mama for your hardship and your tears for me...

thank you mama for everything you've done for me..


I want you...

I want you to always be healthy..

I want you to always be happy..

I want you to always pray for me..

I want you to always be proud of me..

I want you to be beside me all the time..

I want YOU mama...


You are my everything..

you are my doctor..

you are my nurse..

you are my teacher..

you are my friend..

you are my guidance..

you are my soul mate..

more importantly, you are my MOTHER...

the best MAMA ever...



this poem was created and dedicated specially for my mama, RODZIAH MUSTAPHA..
everyday is mother's day..happy mother's day mama..thank you and sorry for everything..

sorry for not giving you present...but that is because there's no present in this world that is worth your love, doa, smile, tears and YOU yourself.. i love you mama

*papa don't be sad.. i'll create another poem for you then..both of you are the most precious people in this world..love both of you (^__________^)


your daughter,
farahin @ ain @ adik

alhamdulillah..

alhamdullillah..i've finished my another assignment..the presentation...and now having to write a reflection on that..but then, 1 assignment goes, many assignments c0me..4 assignments lining up..and 1 exam coming on..waiting to be treated by me..all in less than 5 weeks..huarghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

and in the middle of nowhere..my head feels like bursting..serious headache..thinking about the assignments??..i don't think so..hihi..planning on pampering myself on this comfortable bed..covered myself with this newly-bought quilt..and heating up the room with another newly-bought item~the heater..hmmmmmmm...i think there's nothing wrong to treat myself after pushing it too much for the assignment..and the cool air here seems to agree with me..yeay~

but then, who's gonna cook tonight?? seems like the another chef is also not feeling well...how i wish mama's here right now..miss her cook..huhu..yup, i think my housemates gonna have to fast tonight as i'm seriously not in the mood of cooking..assignment and cooking mode deactivated 'for a while'..sorry u guyz..

life is not easy especially when we're far from those we love (my family of course)..full of tests that we sometime feel like incapable of facing it..but then, just remember Allah's promise.. "Allah tidak akan membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dgn kesanggupannya (kemampuannya)" (al-Baqarah:286)..assignments and headache are nothing compared to all the hardworks faced by our prophet Muhammad..so, no matter in happiness..in sadness..in hardship..say alhamdulillah....


*i'm thinking of buying tafsir Quran in English.. must be nice (^____^)

Assignments mode motivated ~

Tomorrow gonna be one of my "BIG" days..yeay..assignment for EDB350.. presentation on the topic IRF as effective communication practices in the classroom.. not really sure why, I don't think that I'm nervous as usual..maybe the 'nervousness' will come tomorrow..but I prefer it to be like this.. we had practiced several times, concerning about the time management..overall, everything is under control..however, we plan..Allah also plans..but Allah is the best planner ever.. when everything has been prepared, just leave it to Allah..He will always be with us..tomorrow I will also collect the result for my first CLB452 assignment..not prepared to know the result today..i'm afraid that it would effect my presentation preparation for tomorrow..so, will then take it tomorrow after my presentation..huaaaaaaaaaaa..

*pray for me..for the presentation and also for the assignment result (^___^)

Seriously, I'm a TEACHER..

Smlm ari kedua saya mngajar kelas KAFA. mngajar students kira2 umur 4 thun smpai 12 thun..siapa kata mngajar tu mudah???? mmg silap besar la pnyataan tu.. u shud try before coming out with that statement..blm cuba, blm tau..hihi..mcm2 cabarannya..

1st nya cabaran mngajar budak2 kecil yg msuk tadika pn blm..hihi..ade sorg cute little girl ni..4 thun..smpai2 je nangis bila mummy dia nk tinggalkn..huh..1 hal pula nk memujuknya..bila part2 kena pujuk bdk2 mnangis je, my teaching team mates semua mmg x de kerja lain, msti disorongkan pd saya..entahla..mybe sbb ada 2 kmungkinan: prtama, sbb saya pn mcm bdk2, so blh 'masuk' dgn diorg cpt.. or kedua, saya ade wajah seorg ibu yg memahami cara nk pujuk bdk2 ni..(but i prefer the 1st one)..hihi..tp x pe,saya suka bab2 ni,x terasa mmbebankn pn..bukn sng nak pujuk bdk2 mnangis ni..lg2 bila tngisan tu brjangkit..mcm smlm la..bila sorg ni da nangis, kwn dia (pn 4 thn gak) pn nk nangis gak..mcm nk wat nangis berirama plak..hihi..bukn sng nk pujuk bdk2 ni..kna berfikir pantas n kreatif on the spot gak..nk kena cari idea yg 'masuk' dgn mereka..sbb mereka rasa x secured..kita kna buat mereka rasa secured n comfortable..cthnya la, smlm bila tanya 'do you like to learn?', tanpa fikir pnjg dia jwb 'no',then bila tanya 'do u like to draw?', dgn yakin jwb 'no'.. pastu try plak 'do you like to play?', dgn cpt dia jwb 'no'..aduhai..mati kutu saya wkt tu..nsib baik Allah bg ilham yg lain plak..trus ckp cmni..'i have something to show u..but before that, u have to stop crying 1st'..bdk2 mmg suka surprise2 ni..so,dia da mula slow, tp still muka nk nangis..cpt2 la saya keluarkn laptop,pdhal wkt tu x da idea pn nk tnjukkn apa..tp keluar je la kn..last2 tnjukkn dia gambr2 dkt gold coast dlu..gmbr kangaroo..gmbr koala..hmmm,last2 stop pn mereka mnangis..lega...tp ni bru before class..xstart mngajar pn lg..

ni la 2 students 4 thun yg sgt comel tu..

1st class start dgn kelas jawi n iqra'..sya kena mngajar level pling rendah..mostly yg pling kecil2..yg x tau pape, yg tau iqra 1 dan 2..tp basically, sya trlantik utk fokus pd students yg 4thn ni..ada 3 org semuanya..ni cbrn pling besar ni..mereka mmg x de idea lngsg ttg alif,ba,ta..hmmmmm...

bygkn tgh mngajar tu..tiba2 sorg dr mereka blh tunjuk kertas n pensil smbil ckp..'can u draw a ponny for me??'..huhu..pulak dah..hihi..kes lain plak..tgh dok2 mnulis jawi tu, blh plak mereka main rmbut kwn2..aduhai,mcm2 kerenahnya..bkn sng nk mngajar mereka ni..mereka sng sgt distracted..kna pndai tarik blik attention mereka..n teknik pling brkesan bg sya personally, kna pndai role play..haha..mcm2 watak sya guna wkt mngajar tu..smpai trpaksa jd kertas nk pujuk mereka tulis alif ba ta ats krtas tu..comelnya students ni..smpai kering tekak nk mngajuk suara2 yg blainan..tp alhamdulillah, sgala usaha rasa berbaloi bila by the end of klas jawi tu, 3 budak2 comel ni tau sebut alif smpai tha dan blh bezakannya..walaupn ada yg lukis huruf ba mcm rupa kapal, tp x pe la..at least ada rupa ba tu..ada juga la input..

sesi kedua plak, kelas pngisian..smlm topik tauhid n sirah..tp kali ni sya conduct kelas level prtengahan..kira ok gak la..tp still,xlari dr cabaran cuma cbrnnya lain pula dr bdk2 kecil td tu..1 perkara yg sya perasan, mybe sbb ddedahkn dgn culture sekolah d sini, blh dkatakan hmpir kesemua mereka aktif dlm kelas..sntiasa berebut2 nk angkt tgn mnjwb soaln wlaupn kdg2 mereka x tahu pn apa jwpnnya..yg penting mereka nk cuba juga..cthnya bila dtanya 'apa rukun iman yg keenam?' or translate bg mereka yg x faham melayu, 'what's the 6th pillar of iman?'..blh dkatakn semua mereka angkt tgn nk jwb..even yg pling pndiam skali pn..so,mcm2 la jwpn yg dberi..semuanya x betul pn..n even ada yg jwb 'owh, i know it but i can't remember right now'..haha..hal lain pula, bila dtanya soaln yg pdhal jwpnnya mudah n ringks je, blh jd jwpn yg mereka beri pnjg lebar, d kaitkn dgn pngalmn2 mereka..in a way, bgus juga mcmni sbb one of the effective teaching strategies is by relating the knowledge with students' experience..so,jd la meaningful learning..n insyaallah, lbh mudah melekat..hmmm,bla diingt kmbali zmn skolah dlu2, jarang jumpa situasi mcmni..slalunya klau kita x tau jwb,just diam je la..tngu la smpai jwpn yg betul dberi..hmmmm,berbeza mmg berbeza..

situasi lain pula,ni dceritakn oleh kwn sya yg mngajar kelas bdk2 level tinggi..pergh..mmg sgt kagum dgn mereka..mereka sgt advance n critical thinking..bygkn, dlm usia kira2 10 hingga 12 thun, mereka blh tanya soaln mcm 'how do we know that islam is the true religion?'.. 'how does Allah looks like?'..aduhai, nasib baik sya x mngajar kelas ni..mati kutu sya nk mnjwbnya..hihi..

ni pula students yg advance tu..

secara kseluruhan..mmg sgt2 la mncabar..pdhal baru 3 jam je..masih x blh bygkn mcmana bila jd cg sebenar lg..alhamdulillah, brsyukur sgt2 sbb d beri peluang utk dpt pngalamn mcmni..in a way, it helps me to get clearer idea of how teaching looks like..n it also helps me to improve my english(seriously, kagum sgt2 dgn english bdk2 nie..siap dgn accent lg..mmndgkn ada antara mereka yg x brapa fhm malay, trpaksa la kami mngajar in english most of the time)... mnarik bukan???

ni antara ustazah2 yg terlibat..my teammates..
(ada 2 lelaki n 1 prmpuan x de dlm gmbr)

Autumn In My HEART

Time passes fast without we realizing it. and now, it's weekend again..welcome weekand!!! not knowing what to do right now, it makes my mind flies to Malaysia, to my family..how i miss them so much. it reminds me of our precious autumn break together(it would be more precious if papa,along and sue were also here)..they spent about 9days here and here's are some activities that we did together..so much fun and unforgettable memories..


1st day (Friday,2April)- they arrived early in the morning. we then went to the city (king george square) and UQ (University of Queensland). this is where mak su studied 20years ago. such a nostalgic moment.

2nd day (Saturday,3April)- we went to Woolies, wet market and Ismail shop (halal meat shop). mama wants to know how my day life looks like. buying chicken, meat, fresh veges.-'mom's cook'..ya, the best chef ever..in the evening, we went to South Bank.. we then enjoyed the night scenery on the 'city cat' (ferry).



3rd day (Sunday,4April)-we went to Lone Pine Koala Sanctuary. the most excited person was my sis(1st time meeting Mr.Kangaroo and Miss Koala).


4th day (Monday,5April)-We went to Harbour Town. shopping!!!!!

5th day (Tuesday,6April)-We went to DFO. too excited... we were there before the shops opened. It's ok. at least it gave us time to survey what's in there.then,shopping!!!! again..


6th day (Wednesday,7April)-My day off for trips. I had an appointment with Emma, my academic supporter. also need some time to work on my assignment. But, not for my family. They went to Chermside to buy lots and lots of chocolate(it's Easter and they sell various cheap chocolates). just searched for them which bus to take, then there they were..(^^)

7th day (Thursday,8April)-We went to Bribbie Island, Sunshine beach, Noosa Head and Mt. Cootha. Subhanallah..what a wonderful and beautiful creations of Allah...


8th day (Friday,9April)-We went to Gold Coast- my sister and I spent almost the entire day at the Movie World.(luckily there's a prayer room inside it)..my mum and maksu had a 2nd trip shopping at Harbour Town.


9th day (Saturday,10April)- they went back to Malaysia.it was the hardest moment for me and my mum.but not for my sis, I think.she had such a wonderful trip with lots and lots and lots of photos (^___^)

overall,we had wonderful time together.but that did not concern my mum much..The main purpose of her visited me was to make sure that I'm fine and everything goes well. and that's what I tried to show her since the very 1st day. "Lega hati mama tgk awak ok dkt sini. x de la mama risau sgt". Huhu..I felt like crying at that moment and yes, I did. I admit, I'm her little baby. but don't worry mama, I'm learning right now to be more independent but still, no matter how independent I am, 1 thing for sure, I will always be your little baby...ALWAYS..
Miss all of U (mama,papa,along,angah,suraya)..

*for those whose family are planning to come and visit you..do plan your journey to the fullest. make use of all the time. spend your time preciously with your family..